So I officially hate my camera's flash. It's... insensitive. Harsh. Rough. There is bizarre, delicate light here - snow-filtered light, light coming in through yellow curtains, cold winter light. I want to capture it. I want someone to photograph. I hate photographing myself - it's difficult and I'm so self-conscious that I'm overly picky. But I got some interesting stuff today. I'll post it later. I want to do more photography.